The kidlet decided she wanted to bathe the little dog this afternoon. The big doodle is getting groomed at the groomers and so she didn't want Bella to feel left out.
I ruminate and worry too much that I almost miss these precious little moments. Having this kid has been the best thing D and I have ever done as a couple. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and tons and tons of bad choices, but she was one of the best. I have lots of hopes for her. I can't imagine our lives without her and I hope she does everything she wants in life and continues down the path she's heading. She's a good kid, big brained and so talented. Sometimes, I don't know how I got so lucky to have her as my child.
She holds my hand with her little hand and somehow I feel better. She gives me back rubs and hugs me. She is truly a force of light in my life.
I am anxious, stressed, worried and miserable so much lately. Her presence in my life takes so much of that away. I want this world (nation) to be a good place for her. She's empathetic and compassionate. She would probably stand up to the bully.
Anytime I log into the news, I just see glimpses of hate, stupidity, ignorance and cruelty. IT doesn't matter the news story but my heart has been broken a million times,
I worry about where she will go to college. If she will still have rights in this great dystopian America that is emerging. I never thought this kind of world could exist here, but every day it seems to be where this current administration wants to take us.
Well, I didn't mean to turn this post into a downer so I give you a glimpse of what makes me smile.
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