Not very. It's not even funny how stupid I am. And because of my stupidity, I can't follow through with my plans. None the less, I'm not happy. I can't do anything to fix it till Monday and it's not unfixable, but what I planned to do with my commission check I can't do.
This is intentionally cryptic I know. Someday maybe I'll talk about why I'm stupid. I think I'm going to go to bed. It's starting to rain, which is good.
I want to write but my characters aren't talking to me. I actually am on the verge of just scrapping it all.I hate feeling the urge to delete everything.
I think I'm going to read something, maybe "Thoughts on Solitude" or pray a rosary before I go to sleep.